kiss

you would give me the only thing i ever really wanted for the longest time
right before i became more upset with you
than i ever have been before

the thing is
the more i leave you behind, the more real i become
the less i need you, the more i am alive

and the less i need you, the more, it seems, you need me

i've finally been unblinded
granted the ability to fight you
to accuse you
to hate you

but for as long as i live
and love
i will never, ever want to.