emotion sickness

i died last night
it had been coming for a while, you know
the odd burst of tears and
too much time alone and
twisting insides and
no hunger and
painful fatigue
that's what i was
and last night i had to really cry
and i clutched the hem of my shirt and said your name
because even though the outside me was fine
underneath it all, i was breaking

today, i live again
because you took your loving hammer
and patched up all my insides

thanks.