Ultimatum

tears for her, not me
well, not really; there were two
more were expected

you asked honestly
and begged; so I said it all
this family is fucked

just end it all soon
or fix it; I know you can't
so I'll be gone soon

it doesn't matter
I deal with it as it comes
nothing is perfect

I'm not that hopeless
in fact, I talk, not to you
I know how I feel

yeah, you did break me
and yeah, it's way too late now
years can't be erased

but I'll be okay
some people have worse, it's true
I'm feeling it all

it's a stack of cards
we build and build silently
it falls, we restart

two years.