Simple

What was missing was really quite simple.

Music in my ears and thoughts in my head as the world melts around me and his smile and his words and the comfort of an experienced friendship. Like taking out your spring coat after winter's said his goodbyes. And putting it on and remembering.

Sitting on that bench and reflecting on me and on him and on life. And getting that phone call, just when it was what you wanted, and probably needed. And running. Fast.

But did I fill the hole?

Doesn't seem like it.