Saturday, February 14, 2009

Guilt

Take a deep breath.
Can't. What the fuck? What's deep?
It's like waking up and realizing the words you said turned into a monster that is wreaking havoc everywhere.
You want to vomit.
To expel all the guilt you feel, like a wet, bloody mess.
To cover your mouth and never say another word.
To have him scream at you.

"What he doesn't know won't hurt him."
But it's definitely hurting me.

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