Alone

And just as I was telling myself to relish in these golden hours
You yanked them away
And now they lay just out of reach
Relics of happy times
Fading from my head and heart as quickly as they appeared there

What's a best friend?
Is it a friendship that can withstand any obstacle? Like time, distance, business...
With that special connection?
Does a best friendship have to face these stupid obstacles?
Why can't I just see you every day?
Why...
Why does life have to be so trying?
Why can't those precious moments be closer together?
And why can't the space in between be filled with something other than loneliness and despair?

It feels like as soon as I got them, they got taken away.
Everyone I want to love is either non-existent,
Or far away.

And I want to love them so bad.