worries and a half

"what if you're gay?"
"what if it's only because he's your only option?"
"what if it's just because you want someone?"
"what if people say stupid things?"
"what if he gets bored of you?"
"what if your parents are idiots?"
"what if you aren't as fully invested as you should be?"
"why can't you figure things out? it's not a good sign"
"what if you find someone else?"

shut up. shut up. shut up.

so used to being wrong, i have to find a million reasons not to be right.

take a deep breath, and just laugh.