light years away

it's almost like you had it planned
it's like you smiled and shook my hand and said
"hey, i'm about to screw you over big time."
and what was i supposed to do?
i was caught in between you and
a hard place
we won't talk about the hard place.

but i don't blame you anymore
that's too much pain to store
it left me halfdead
inside my head
and boy, looking back i see
i'm not the girl i used to be
when i lost my mind
it saved my life

it's how you wanted it to be
it's like you played a joke on me and i lost a friend
in the end
and i think that i cried for days
but now that seems light years away
and i'm never going back
to who i was

cause i don't blame you anymore
that's too much pain to store
it left me half-dead
inside my head
and boy, looking back i see
i'm not the girl i used to be
when i lost my mind
it saved my life

i think i cried for days
but now that seems light years away
and i'm never going back
to who i was

cause i don't blame you anymore
that's too much pain to store
it left me half-dead
inside my head
and boy, looking back i see
i'm not the girl i used to be
when i lost my mind
it saved my life

that life
seems light
light year away
light years away

that life
seems light
light years away
light years away...