what i want

if i never wake up wanting anyone again
if this goes on and on and we just stop asking when
if the nights i spend wanting out number the nights i sleep
maybe we should just do this

cause if i am honest with me
some days, you almost trick me
and i can't remember what's holding me back

i'm not going to do what's right anymore
and i'm not going to dwell on this thought
i'm not going to make these decisions
i'm just going to do what i want

if in a couple of months, you still want to be my baby
if by that point, i still haven't driven you crazy
if you still can't imagine life without me in your head
maybe we should fall

cause if i am honest now
i still can't fathom how
anyone could love me the way you do

i'm not going to do what's right anymore
and i'm not going to dwell on this thought
i'm not going to make these decisions
i'm just going to do what i want

if this mess can continue on forever
well, i don't have a problem with that...

i'm not going to do what's right anymore
and i'm not going to dwell on this thought
i'm not going to make these decisions
i'm just going to do what i want