re-writes

once upon and evening show
i fell for you; you're beautiful you know
i bet he thinks so too.
well i thought i'd be okay
but this shield wears thinner every day
and now you're gone

well i never meant to want you this way

stood in these wings
1000 times
dizzy for you
you were never mine
but i wanted you some how
i just wanted this somehow

do you see how you're adored by everyone
who comes into your life
it's a gift
5'10 and picturesque
not to mention, your performance is the best
who could expect me to resist?

well no one ever asked him to hold back

i've been right here
1000 times
suppressed for you
you were never mine
but i wanted you somehow
i just wanted this somehow