fantasy

fear is in her wild dark eyes
but excitement too
my hands folded on her jeans

'shhh' i say with a shiver
skin like cream and ice
tastes of pure impurities

loosen now and free of folds
virgin surprise meets
anxious tongue and frightened girl

intense, quick at first i move
shudders and first fright
'oh' she says, liquid music

reach up and hook arms round her
her legs, the buttons
and my arms the buttonholes

pressing my face into fabric
slowing to a tease
and then speeding to a height

comes gently over the mountain
but loudly; she moans
i smile inside her with pride

and now her breathing will slow
my hands will release
insides warm with her pleasure

kiss her other lips slowly
cheekily; she's dead
and i have killed her first

smile, murderer.