Really Weird Dreams

Two drawings. One happy face, one sad face. Taped to the bars.
"Who did this? Who was it?"
No answer.
Trying to remember. Previous conversation. Asked me to pick.
:(? :)?
Walking away. The boy walks up to me. I ask if it was him.
"No, but you should pick :)"
Confused as hell, but since I like him, maybe I'll pick :)
But then the other boy comes up to me.
"I made the :( drawing. You should pick it. I'll give you my hat."
"Okay."
I wear the big black hat. It covers all my hair.
I feel bad.
But it feels good.